Sitting in dingy estates
Clocking on to some real spit
I pick up on everything
Some funny lines
I’m just a joker right
Keeping up this poker face
I don’t know how to feel
Emotions running high to match my Klaus heart
But secretly I just have an Elijah sense of mind
Too pure for this world
Juxtapositioned with a Stephan outlook on life
A teen wolf no more
Just a blood sucking monster
With no intentions of changing
Take me for who I am
You see I’ve been done dirty too many times by people I consider as close friends
So forgive me for the way I paint you in these pictures
I don’t really care at all
Or should I say care anymore
Because I know I’m destined for greatness
So this pallet only gets bigger
And the stories get deeper
Forgive me for being free
“Keep this gift, I painted it for you”
My current expression
“I was born with blood on my hands”
You see each of us have our own family scars
Now I’m looking savage in a moment of rage
Hoping time heals all these wounds
Once friends
Now foes
It’s crazy how things change over time
Exiled like I’m Kol
Daggered a thousand times
The marks on my back continue to show
Civil discourse no more
It’s time to take things to the extreme
I guess I’m destined to be alone too
Bonds breaking
Hearts aching
Painstakingly staked time and time again
From my life on the line
To feelings caught in the cross fire
Some unimaginable thoughts running through my head
Playing dumb like we all ain’t been there before
I’m wishing for death
Excruciating pain I can’t even think to admit
Fractured my soul I can’t even admit
Do I care to admit?
Painstakingly thrilling again
Words of endearment is all that I have left
Sending that last line
Hoping bygones be bygones
I guess there’s a war coming
A war with words
Something my mind can’t comprehend
Because it was never meant to be this way
Years thrown down the drain
Who would have thought new additions
would’ve tainted this picture
I can see the picture changing
Slowly before my eyes
I want to die
But in this I find strength
The lost one
The lost friend
The final outcome
Will I ever be happy again?
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The French Chronicles 