A Year To The Day

A Year To The Day

A year to the day and I still feel this pain

Lots of regrets

What more can I say

Mechanisms on your waist

What more can I say

Purple in the cup

what more can I say

That you hurt me In the worst way?

Brown skins I hate them now

On the same bench

Still sipping wow

Bad thoughts in my brain

Why do you think the chimneys loud

A year to the day

A year hasn’t changed

Still in the same place that you left me in

I guess I’m the one to blame

Rightfully so I chose my own path

Subconscious telling me to stay

A year to the day

Gun up on your waist please don’t shoot up the place

A year to day

And a biggie smalls line

Resonates so true

A year to the day

Yet everything has changed

A year ode to pain

Am I the one to pay

A year of being the strong one

When can I break down and cry

A year to the day

Not even nanites could save me now

Canvas

Brushes stroke

Black and white

Red heartbeats

Oh I’m coughing now

Scars come tumbling down

Life flashing lights before my eyes

Questioning is this real?

Dark knight for real now

Exposing some darkest fears

A year to the day

It’s still the damn same pain

Lost

Brush strokes wet

Drowning myself in endorphins

Fuck I’m addicted and that’s right

A year to the day

Can you blame me right?

A years not the same

Scared for life

Indented

In prisoned in a state of regret

So what’s next?

A year to the day

I thought I’d never have to explain

A year to the day

I can do this

I’m okay

A year to the day

I was dead to this world

A year to the day

I’m still here in this world

A year to the day

My mind still recants that day

A year to the day

Forgive my I pray

A year to the day

A year to the day

Kwamesayss