I’m just here on my own
Consequences meet reality
I was never bad to the bone
Use that line before
Yet my hearts still not okay
I have tell myself I’m a king everyday
To stop the pain that you deliver in every way
Near enough alone in this cold world
Ashad behind me
My family is MY whole world
Stuck in contempt
Stuck in two minds
We live two completely different lives
I’m walking away
You feeling my pain
But this is just for my benefit
Hoping I don’t go insane
Somehow I’M always to blame
For your wrong doings
For your misjudgement
For your lack of awareness
To the pain you continuously cause me
You’re always saying you support me
No not really you don’t know me
You just wanna put me in a box
Close control
My thoughts so Messy now
But I’m an outward thinker
Breaking records I should be Messi right?
Room so messy
I know You have all the words to say
Product of my environment
You should know
You’ve DEFINITELY Felt the same
Definitely seen the same
Yet I’m still to blame…
To be continued
Kwamesayss
The French Chronicles 
I love your use of Messi in you post. Your words I can relate too. We are expected to reach a certain standard that we are not yet sure we can.
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I’m glad you can relate to it, exactly that a standard set that we could never live up to because it’s not OUR standard. Especially for a creative I’ve found that people tend to put us in a box till we break it. That’s when they care about us more
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If only they realise before we enter that box.
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