Pictures: The Restart
Took a break for a minute
So I can breathe and have space
Then it occurred to me
There’s too much of me in this place
I’ve given my all
To such a dangerous system
Cycle after cycle
My heart needs revival
Now my tower blocks are rising
Defence mechanism
So I shut down
I wasn’t my usual self
Self dissonance
Rachel I finally hit the bar
Had enough of this fraud life
This poker face will no longer hold
Closed curtains
And black walls
Damn depression really got me
And in the midst of that
Who was really about
This is the stone cold truth
Bittersweet see we ain’t Austin and Aly
And if you had been there for me maybe you would know
Soo I’m walking on this road
And my heart completely cold
Mind in a state of I don’t know
Stuck in this estate like I don’t know
They always need me and I’m stressing
Who gone take care of my heart
Put my soul in to this
My pallet just never dry
Indirect life
I feel the pain
Who’s down to ride?
It’s sad coz I’m crying out for help
Soo much pain
My mind just couldn’t deal
Brushed them away I signed so many deals
Fuck I thought I was in for the thrill
But my mental health is actually something real
This line is sharp and it’s out to kill
Maybe I’ll satisfy it
And you’ll see that I’m real
Blood on the wrist
I told that story
It can come true
Lost in translation
That bullet went through and through
Indirect life so who the fuck are you
All the people say they care about me tell me something new
So this is called the restart
I beg you tell me something new
You know my heart is on the decline
It’s like this episode is on rewind
Groundhog Day
I’m trapped in this beehive
Thoughts after thoughts
Attacking my head
I should be attacking instead
Yet still I’m feeding their heads
They out here bleeding me dry
So I could only cry
Screams in the pillows
I’m not the only one with some sorrows
Trying to cover up my battle scars
I see them as war art
Depict the message
New day
Let’s Restart
⁃ signed Damien
Kwamesayss
The French Chronicles 