Pictures: Pinot Grigio
Don’t know what I’m drinking to? maybe it’s the empty regrets
The stress
Depres *gulp*
I’m okay now
But did I make it out alive?
Stuck in when we love
Or shall I say when we loved
Or fell out of it
It’s the moments you can’t counterfeit
So I’m sitting taking another sip
Another trip
Different outcome
Still the same pain
This whole is getting bigger
Do I jump or not
Tears in my eyes do I wipe or not
Pour one for my brother Thomas I miss you right
Soo much pain my souls on this page I hope you know it’s true
Soo I’m looking at this glass in remembrance of you
Glass half empty
But your love made me full
I can never let you go
So I have to let this go
These tears in my eyes man
Digging into my heart
Wishing I could freeze frame our last moment
It’s Big Sean I knew you would have understood this
It’s cool bro
Even if I’m only talking to myself
It’s all right as long as you know your all that matters
Work in the morning
I ain’t stressing
You’re a blessing
I rather you than me
But maybe that’s selfish
Seen my day dreams turned to nightmares of you disappearing come true
Right before my eyes
And it hits me like Cole being daggered more than a thousands times
I guess that’s why I got this Klaus heart
Fuck an imprint man
My hearts in this man!
I am the pallet
This is fucking painful man
Facing all my demons
Click boom did you see it bro
Did you see it happening
I know you couldn’t say a thing
That’s what hurts me the most
And If I heard your call
I wouldn’t need to check myself into this ward
I’m sick and I don’t know what to do
Take me back to the times I would dance on stage with you
Circles around us
I guess that’s why I don’t dance no more
And yes you were always better
Cheeky but still clever
Had my back always
And that will stay with me forever
Just like the memory of you bouncing your basketball outside my house
Unannounced
The old days
Me you and Augustus
His loud words and your calming voice
You should see where he ended up
You would be proud to
Imma make you proud to
I miss you it’s not new news
I’m not alright, I’m hurting
Enigma I left you bare clues
Riddleman 2.0 this is a different ending
Sobering up looking at my drunk thoughts
Wishing I was there too
Drinking like I’ll be there soon
Yet still it doesn’t feel this void in my heart
Hopefully you’ve met the voids of my heart
I can’t say anymore I’ve been forced to let them go
There with you now
I hope you know
Please don’t ever let them go
Show them the way you lived
And they’ll be living like a legend
Marriage one day I’ll have your blessing
I can talk for hours
If you’ll let me
So I’ll leave you with this picture on the table
Just wait for it to clear
Prom night and we posing for a picture
I’m drunk
And a mess
And you look like you ain’t stressed
See the smile on your face
Is what I wanna see once more
That memory is just one of a thousand more
So I raise my glass in remembrance of you
Because I never got to let you go
The way that I should have
Now You = happiness
No longer do you = regret
I can’t change the fact I wasn’t there till the end
I’m not lying
This is my heart
I don’t need to pretend
That pain hurts me on a whole different level
So I take solace in the fact that your with the main man living your best life
One last thing
Say hello to Henry for me
I’ve never forgotten
12 November 2017 2:42
Kwamesayss
