Why am I here?
What’s the purpose of today?
Who should I turn to?
Failed advances
I guess I’m not a killer
Paws sunk in
I’m back to the grind
Belly rumbling
Rizzler on my ear
Whilst I’m licking my lips
Delicious meal
So what’s the discourse?
Heart dipped in raw blood
It’s not enough
So I’m here again
Like its Groundhog Day
Train journeys
Unpleasant desires
Questioning why not this time
Communications cut
Just like that
Trail of thought lost looking at some trees
What do I really want?
Lit stroking thighs
Or like the guys in Keisha’s story
A block from where I felt some pain
Lit watching pleasures taking over
Expressions never fade
Rome wasn’t built in a day
So this was a stepping stone
Skin gone completely cold
Empty
Stuck in this bottomless pit
Begging to get out
Night crawler emotions
It feels all so real
Game set chill
Straw by straw
Piece by piece
It all flys away at one point
Oh I don’t feel soo good MR Stark
Who’s going to save me now?
I don’t regret
But I do stress
So what’s next?
Lit talking dreams hoping we both believe?
But I’m lit thinking how could this not be?
My love for you will never die in my ears
Is the ringing true?
Have i crossed that line and moved on to the next step?
Unanswered questions now answered
I have to accept it within myself
Standing walking I forgive myself
No more being beat up
No more getting caught up
Fresh out this bubble
Like this is post nut clarity and I knew this wasn’t meant to be
I’m reaching for the next step
I finally think it’s here
Lit talking I know I believe
Lit talking now I’m relieved
I’m bad for you
Yet I’m good for me
Maybe I finally know what to do
Maybe I don’t
Yet I’m lit wishing it was just you and me
Look what we’ve become
Two different souls
When did this separation happen?
Are we not the same no more
Drunk thinking why can’t I commit?
A part of me is gone
And I know it
I couldn’t stop it
You had to go
I know this now
Still I’m lit wishing you were about
I guess that part of me is with you
And the bad part of me is still in this world
Give me that Gilbert ring just so I can see you once more
Sit outside your front door and just adore
Admire your presence
Lit thinking about our plans for this world
Genuine smiles on our faces
I’m standing I can face this
Stronger living to see another day
So what’s next?
Kwamesayss
The French Chronicles 