This Is not abut you I’m reliving the moment
Everyday it causes me torment
This is not about you
I’m reliving this pain
Say everything twice
I know why
Me and my conscience need to have a parley
Sorry Charlie
I’ll attend to Mary first
Still all the literals
You see I have trust issues
Maybe not drake kind
Maybe its josh kind
Maybe I’m too kind
This is not about you
It’s about me
I like multiple meanings
Coz they all about me
I walk I relive this pain
Ain’t felt this way since 011 days
This time was different
Was it lemon haze?
Definitely Brown skins but I hate that so
I remember walking down this road
With something sharp on my waist
This life is different
Last year was different
But it was the black bag that stuck out on my face
I just want my own wraith
But it wasn’t the waist movement that killed me
It was something much deeper
Much more painful
Healing waters need to overflow
Reverse psychology I use it for the better now
This is not about you this about reliving this pain
See what it done to me
The heartache
Depression
Tears
The never ending cross thoughts
I should have done
I would have done
I could have done
Well shoulda
Woulda
Coulda
Though luck mate
Stop moping around
Too much at one time I feel your pain
Locked up
Curtains closed
I’ve been there before
Yet this is about me and not what you can provide
I’m done with your words
So fake
I could tell over time
I’ll tale over time
Maybe I’ll heal overtime
Can’t even stomach overtime
My minds on overdrive
It’s like I’m in the belly of the beast
Dodging every chew
Coz those are the bad thoughts
Some wild thoughts
When the beast touches brown liquor
Subliminals back and I don’t even care any more
It’s the way you look
Talk!
Act!
When this is all about me not you
Multiple mirrors
Shattered glass
Broken
Blisters
Sleeping curse
Stuck in some burns
Yet this is about me and not you
So why does it hurt me more
When you’re meant to be the one comforting me
Now my heart closed
So I wrote License plate and a couple more
To express how I feel
Do you get it now
Revert back to old schools terms
Maybe I’ll start being overt with it now
I’m taking back my power
See I’m ascending to my throne
See this is real poetry
It’s about me not you
My little brother said I write better when I put my feelings in to this
So I’ve put my heart on this canvas
Standing back like I’m klaus
With a ripper type of mind
Stephen in thought
Damon in deed
My hearts in this man
What’s missing man?
Real poetry
This is about me not you
My close friend Temi said
and in conclusion although I stumbled a little, my dream of turning words into a visual picture came true and it touched me see even though we’ve grown apart the realist recognise real!
Temi you know I got you 👊🏿
I think I’m getting closer to rockstar stage
This is about me not you
So Jhene said you never called me
And I co signed that so hard
Coz I’ve felt some real pain
Backstabbed
Bounced back
Yes these words are real
This abuse is real
Do you feel what I feel?
Oh what a shame I’ve been feeling this for 20+ years
I’m thinking this is the norm
So this crooked smiled happened
I don’t even know when it happened
Shattered confidence
See what you done!
It’s like you pharaoh
Let my dreams go
I’ll say it twice for my peace
Let my dreams go!
Do I even have to spell it
Coz Kanye said it
Used to be K and Fs brother
This is about me not you
So I’ll say what I want to say
I always do in my own time
Maybe I should be reckless enough to say it
Maybe you’ll respect me more
Maybe I’ll go gym and we go toe to toe will you see me now
Every day I say that i inspired me
But it was you who I was trying to be
But the pain and the hurt
See what you done to me
Got my heart on this canvas
I HOPE you can see
So I wrote GokuSalvatore
My way of saying I’m just like you
Yet I don’t wanna be like you
Yet in many senses I want to be just like you!
Maybe we need a parley
Could you even handle that
These words a real
This is real poetry…
Signed – French!
Kwamesayss
The French Chronicles 