Someone I used to think of as Home
Raised up on a pedestal sat on the iron throne
Deep rooted feelings surround my heart right down to the bone
But how can someone you cherish so much make you feel so alone?
Forever had your back made sure your true nature was always shown
Taking in what you threw out accepting scraps that were thrown
A silent witness to how you did me wrong
The only way out is to withdraw and right my song
You’re my priority but I feel like you see me with exhausted feelings like it’s all just Long
So insecure I still think I’m punching above my weight
But those are the kind of feelings that leave you in a state
And if you think about it hard the way you are with me you don’t even see me as a mate
I honestly thought you were incredible I adored you I fully took the bate
Had a convo with you explaining how I hope one day it’s you I would never hate
And now Im scared I’m too late…
– Ashad SKB
The French Chronicles 