So it’s around 10pm and I’m reminiscing on the pain
Pink moscato to the soul
My minds going so dull
The alcohol is all I know
Last week it was the henny
The week before that remy
Before that some bells
But that didn’t come in time
I guess the universe saved me from a bastard
I find it hard to look past this
I guest this what art is
I’m just a lonely artist
Suffering from withdrawals symptoms
Lost the only person I would have loved till my death
And I miss you so much
You see I’m feeling all this stress
No way to bring you back and it’s getting into my head
Infiltrating all my bones
These roads completely cold
Hate the fact that I’m fucking feeling alone
Emotional I know and I’m still so young
Addicted to this life man I feel so sprung
Had to steal this from my brother
Fam the loves so strong
Let me take you back to the day where it all began
The words being blurrted out yeah I need to release
2 minutes of pleasure
2 people feeling so pleased
Poor decision making
I’m breaking
Pictures animated
That night my phone was automated
Voice in my ear
I knowing I’m going clear
Fucking going so raw
She screaming she wants more
I feeling no remorse
Building on this rapport
Her mind I want to explore
But what happened and the pain
I had to grab myself a score
Don’t care if this becomes a bore
How would you feel if you weren’t there to see when your best friend died
Or see your baby die
Still screaming that your baby rides
Whist your bredrin dies
And the baby don’t cry
Years later playing I spy
I hope you come right back
Due to buck you in another life
My souls deprived
And yeah I’m high
I like to rhyme
You didn’t even know that
Didn’t get to grace this earth
With your precious lips
Soft skin
it’s a shame I didn’t get to see your eyes
Kwamesayss