I close my eyes
I see the waves flowing
Baby crying
Mother dying
I hear the wind blowing
Trains horning
Red smoke
Tears Rome
On Venice talks
The last display of affection
Back at the train station
But where too
I close my eyes
Lions raw in bitter agony
Emotionless back at the balance of humanity
How about this time I’m not choosing you at all
Emotional I know but I’m going back to where it all began
Feeling like I’m Goku making a Stephan type of move
The thought of you in my juxtaposition is fading away
This Is for the better
There’s too much pain between one another
I still love you
Take this picture
As way of me saying I’m checking into rehab
So look at it and remember what you done to me
The back and forths and the tears you took from me
Literally exodus 2 now
The water turns to blood
More pink moscato ?
Henny ?
Remy ?
Ahh fuck it might as well throw in the them zoots as well
Filled to the brim idc
I’m writing this high as hell
Depressions is a dirty little bitch
you would know
We near the same place
Tears in your eyes revealing the lies
The untold truths
Regrets
So you’re at the train station too
But I guess there’s no Damon to choose you
So you’re still here hoping I don’t take this trip alone
Listen I’m ascending to my throne
I just hope that you’re okay
Maybe I’m a sadistic cheeky bastard for writing this
But my hearts not exactly okay
But that’s okay I’ll be okay tho
I’m about to flip the switch okay
Time to end this silly game
Just a minute more
Don’t know if I wanna be bitter at all
I’m so stressed to the core
The waves ain’t flowing anymore
And the hate ain’t showing anymore
Bubbles slowing down like the contraction before the baby comes in reverse
Like it never happened
Like I never happened
Could never imagine
I couldn’t ever imagine
So these tears are real
Harder than they ever have before
Faint memories cross my head
Some explicit content
I should be happy right ?
But why does it fucking hurt me
I knew you didn’t deserve me
Instead I was thinking I wasn’t worthy
Fuck that shit now
The cat is on the prowl
See ripper time now
I don’t really care at all
Not happy you had to see this
But you cause this on your own
I was ready to fight yeah I tried
And I tried
I fucking tried
I said if it happened again I wouldn’t stay
But then it happened again I tried to stay
Biggest fucking mistake in my life I see it now
Because all it did is end the best thing I had in my life
My bestest friend
Everything i held dear to my life
Now I feel soo much pain I’m fucking feeling deprived
This some raw shit trust it’s just coming from my heart
Sorry to take your time I see your train is about to depart
Oh and one last word
I’m taking back my heart
Kwamesayss
