The pain of seeing you leave is making my heart bleed
I wish this was a bad dream
But I know the reality
I miss you sexing and stressing me
And chilling right next to me
But Maybe it’s time to move along
And I’m keeping myself strong
Can’t keep this blame game going on
So imma put it in this song or should I say put it in this rap
Because I can do all la that
And every day every rhyme
I’ll be talking all the facts
My face is hella black
But she don’t care about that
But she’s not here so why should i care about that
Walked out my life now I’m trying to do this all alone
See I watch the game of thrones
Like John snow I get done dirty
The pain still hurts me
She left when there was no time to stress
Spud everyone and said yeah I’m blessed
Do you want to know the full story?
Do you want me to go deeper?
I never thought I would see this day creeping
That I would watch you walk out the door leaving
I was near my lowest and you
Know this
Even though you noticed
You didn’t show it
Now I feel like Nego True because he wrote a poem for his girlfriend too
But this is kind of like a poem for my ex girlfriend
So I guess I should call it the break up poem
But instead I called this mixed emotions
And it’s true I don’t want to lose you trying to keep you
So I had to let you go
I can switch stories but the pain is keeping me on this flow
I’m so cold and good
I’m the new cruel winter
And as the relationship got deeper
And into my mind you got steeper
You don’t want to know the pain in my soul
You don’t wanna dream and feel like your dropping into a black hole
Come back then straight ghost
Gone again so no one but Casper knows
I can say time after time I got some many Iller flows
But what’s the fuck the flows to me if you don’t know what I’ve been through
All this love that I had can’t be ended in second
So i guess this is a new lesson
Find someone new and start pressing
Deep talks and new blessings
Love lust and quick weddings
Once again I’m still stressing
Because it’s not you and I’m just pretending
I knew from way before twenty
That 88 years with you would be a blessing
88 years were still messing
88 years I’d die if your still missing
Ray jay I’m one wishing
Give me two minutes I’ll be finished
I mean 2 seconds with no warning
Views from the 12th floor and
I’m not talking about me horning
This is a dark storm ‘n’ I need a comfort inn room ‘n’ I need you right here so
I’ll stop these tears ‘n’
Will be soulmates ‘n’
Will stay up late
Get up and go on a date
Come back then go again
I can’t just tell my friends
Because will be right back at it again
Once again I don’t pretend
We can’t just be friends
Cut you off never again
You are my best friend
KwameSayss
